Give up

I fly into a temper easily recently. The cries of Isabella, the hot weather, and the trifles that Richard does always make me angry. I try to find out the reasons. Finally, Richard and I identify that breast-feed makes me tired and affects my emotions. So, I start to stop (I give up.) . Stopping breast-feed is painful. Since my breasts used to make milk regularly, they swell and make me pain when I don't let Isabella suck them. The doctor told me that it will last for few days. Within these days, I may get fever. But it is the last pain of pregnancy. After this, my condition will return to normal.