I cannot die

Received a miserable news at school last Wednesday, one of my J.1 students' (Melody) mother died by blood cancer. I was told that she got blood cancer at the beginning of this academic year and we talked about the situation of Melody on phone. It is inconceivable that I received the news of her death two months later because she told me she was okay at that time.

Melody's aunt told me that she always hides her real emotion (especially on the sad things). She is considerate. Since she knew that her mother was suffered from a serious cancer, she pretended happy all the time so as to make her family more comfortable. But everyone worries that she cannot release her sadness so I asked the school social worker to talk to her. (I know that I am not the best one to do this because I am not a professional consultant.)

I just think that 'I cannot die' after seeing her miserable condition because I want to look after Isabella and see her grow up. Since I was affected by this news, I dreamed that one of my best friends died and I took care her daughter the following night.

Let us pray for Melody, she is just 6 years old.

Isabella, dont' worry. Mama will not leave you!